xsidx

I'm so confused... I'm a girl and I find other girls way more attractive than guys. Everytime I'm watching something on TV I always think I'd rather be kissing the girl than the guy. Guys just gross me out sometimes for stupid reasons like body hair and they smell worse. But then it's not like I get "turned on" by girls either. When I think of actually having sex w/a girl, I think it's disgusting... but I kinda think it's disgusting to have sex with a guy too. It's like I have no sexual feelings at all which is a totally different topic I'm getting into. I'm just totally screwed up; I have no idea what to do. I also get obsessed with different girls a lot and don't know what that could mean. I've never had any dreams about having sex with a girl though or any fantasies. I really need help and someone to talk to about this. All my thoughts are mixed up and I can't figure anything out. PLEASE HELP!

For about 2 years I've been really confused about my sexuality. I have weird obsessions with girls (I'm a girl). Most of them are movie stars but some are people at school. But whenever I think about being lesbian it doesn't make sense because I don't necessarily have sexual feelings for them, mostly a physical attraction. I rarely ever get obsessed with guys or even like many, but I'm still attracted to them and HAVE sexual feelings towards them. Usually when I like a guy I find the flaws first, but when I get obsessed with other girls I can't seem to find anything wrong with them at all. It's like I start thinking girls are better than boys. I'm really confused... anybody's advice would help.