bluey

What's a boy supposed to do?

Don't get yourself down

When you know shes with him

You've pushed on threw

And you've made it this far

Yeh you've made it this far

Don't let her mistake your kindness

As something that will always be

It's your choice to give

And you know theres nothing left

Theres nothing left

And you ask yourself

What's a boy supposed to do

Well it's simple my friend

Whatever you have to

To see yourself threw

To see this threw

Don't take a step backward

Take your time, learn to breath

And get your bearings straight

Carry on as you did way back then

Way back then

It's the hardest thing to do

To let go

But please my friend

Just do it for you

Just do it for you

Lets change ourselves

So theres no contrast

Black and White

It's way to Different

Lets turn ourselves a nice shade of Grey

We ain't all that different anyway

It won't take allot to change our shades

Shed out colors and bleed them together

It's asking allot i know

But don't you feel it?

Lets compare scars

I know yours are deep

But mine are still growing

Are you dark?

Well I'm darker

So turn me Grey

And we'll see the night threw

The way i had always planned

You and Me

No contrast to keep

Us from being the same

thats so awsome that really is

i've been this way for so long

feeling good just feels so strange

i want it to all be different

but

every up comes with a deeper down

such a harsh down

it makes me scared of the ups

of course

i've tried my best me best to get out this palce

everytime i do i find myself back here

i can't see a way out

because

i'm no fighter, i will never be strong

my will is weak and my self esteem is low

i know what got me like this

its

always being knocked back down

one step forward and two steps back

and now i just lack the strength

to

care anymore

to let myself fall for another one of you

but i know i will

because its another one you that can save me

its the first one i've done in a while so go easy if it isnt that good

so hear i am again

leaning out my window

with a cigerette in hand

thinking about my life

i've been on the mend

supose its just another bend

im thinking of you

and all the others

i think about how people have changed

i watched them change

but their the same deep down

just hurts to think what they will become

i think about today

its been ok

i saw that person

the one that makes me smile

wonder where ill be in one years time

maybe hear again

thinking the same old things

or maybe there will be someone hear with me

so what do i do next in my life

search for that someone

or just wait

just go with the flow i guess

so as i draw to a close

the orange glow fading away

i hear myself thinking

for the first time in a while

tommorw is a brand new day

hi. so i was in love with my best friend for that past 2 yrs. i went threw alot of dperession and things but i have recently gotten over it.

i don't think of her in the same way and i know have anouther gf. but i do have a weird feeling. when she talks about guys to me and i think about them together i get butterflys in my stomach. is this normal?

and by the way thanks to eveyone thats helped me to get over it. this website is an amzing place with amzing people on it . thanks

hi its a very good poem i hope everthing going ok for you

i think that last comment was a bit harsh. but thanks anway. its not quite as severe as that but has been going on for along time. and she is 16 and hasnt had a period yet.

can anoxeria or any eating disorder prevent teenage girls from having children when they are older? any help would be greatly aperciated thanks

its a great poem. its exactly how i feel at the moment keep up the good work

just play it cool carry on the way you were for a while see what happens. be there for her when this relationship breaks up. but i would suggest waiting and seeing what happens.

i think you should stop for a bit and take a big long look at whats going on. i was in the same situation a few months ago and it ened up in a big mess. just be carefull.

i dont think you know

what pain im in

what you've done

just go away

let me die

cause i don't want to try any more

let me cry

so i can lie to myself again

will it be better tomorw

i don't want to say

its hard enough today

all this pain

i'm trying to hide from you

but your smile will get me through

until im alone

and i think about it

and i realise ill never have it to my own

alone i stay

in this dismay

until i can forget

those days, your smile,your perfume on my cloths

o please let it be tomorow

its not the greatest but i just need to get my feeling out

i feel you coming on like a drug

your killing me

so softly, so sweetly

its so hard to tell

your coming over to me

what shall i say

shall fake a smile and make you happy

or tell you what i feel

you ask me whats wrong

its quiet

what do i say?

i know you'll cry if i told you

you couldnt face what you've done

what you've done to me

so iu tell you that im fine

then i burn up inside

hi is there anyone here that could tell me what my dreams mean. i am quite confused at the moment and i have had a few really vivid dreams. if you could help pm me please

thanks

thanks for all the posts and support guys put a smile on my face

going through some rough times so thought i get it out in a poem. don't know what to call it. see what you think?

i wait here looking at you

you look back and smile

i break inside

my eyes burn

but i save it for another day

my silents sobs not heard by you

heard by those who cant do anything

accept try there best

but they have there lives to lead

so i bottle it up

then i see you with someone else

you see me looking

so you look back with a face full of pity

holding the things i brought you

but i force a smile

when we are together

when we laugh and play

i touch your hand and im in bliss

but its just a game to you

so i force myself to move away

i will never forget the days we had

do you even remember?

how happy i was and so were you

thats why i dont understand

but i try and it never works

when i look at you

so beatiful so happy

all i imagine is the next guy with his arms around you

everything seems to fit together for you

you've no secrets to hide, no dark thought in your mind

so i lie to myself again

the things you offer i don't want

a friendship

but if i said no you'd cry

so i force a yes

and hide my pain

so you can smile

i wonder if you've noticed that?

how hard i try

but in the end

you've said what you've said

your words in my head

the pain in my mind

and your name in my heart

where i dont want it to be

don't take my word for it but it sounds like he does like you and to cry when you were leavng is a prtty big thing. don't be put off by the fact you were doing the talking and asking for his email some guys are shy. i don't think he would have been upset beacuse of your brother generally guys wouldnt get teary about other guys. i'd say you have a very good chance and you should go for it

i like it kinda the situation i was in a few weeks ago

hi this guy sounds like a prick i hate guys like this that just want sex. and as for hurtin you , you should tell someone and get in contact with the police. i wouldnt say your stupid either this guy desived you and that isnt your fault. but definatly tell the police as he may be doings this to more people soon.

hi so there is this girl i have been friends with for ages. and in that time i have been in love with her. shes is/was like my best friend aswell. we had a good friendship going. it was great even after we broke up the first time. she could tell me anything and vice versa we went out before but it was arqurawrd so she broke up with me.

that hurt alot. but i got over it and said i had got over her and could just be friends. i hadnt and she got a bf. so that hurt alot but after 4 mnths it wasnt workin so he dumped her.

so after that we got really close went out everyday with each other tickled each other n stuff so i asked her out she said yes but 2 weeks later said she wasnt ready for another bf.

so we argued and stuff. but i dont get why a friend so close to me would hurt me like this. so she said she wants to sill be friends but what do i do i whant more she said i have a chance whens shes ready and i told her if she got a bf that wasnt me it would be too much for me and we couldnt be friends. at first she phoned me and asked if we could be friends when i said no she bursrt into tears and was really hurt. but i dont know what to do shall i be friends withh her?

thanks

hi so i have a girlfriend and we will be gettin to the stage where we are going to be doing stuff soon but i need some help setting a few things straight that i'm confused about.

so first whats the deal with women and orgasms and cumming. do they not always have an orgasms and cum when they are fingered. and how should i do it like slow, fast, gentle. do i just put my finger in or what?

any help would be great on this. i mean like some techniques so it would be great for her. i want it to be nice for her because her last b/f was quite rough with her. and does it hurt her sometimes?

ok and now what about sex does it hurt a woman first time? does she always orgasm when having sex and if it does hurt her is there anyway to stop it hurting and make it really nice because it will be the first for both of us and i want it to be perfect.

and how do i go down on a girl? and is there anyway i can reassure her and make her less nervous becuase i want her to be relaxed and i don't want to hurt her.

thanks a load

hi i have had the hard white lump on my scortum for like the past 5 months it doesn't hurt or anything its just a white lump not too big maybe about the size of this ---> O . but anyway i a quite worried any any help would be greatly apreciated.

thanks

thanks for all the replys. great help im gunna phone her in a bit i think ill try and look at her pic. thanks again

hi i'm going out with this girl. i can speak to her fine have, convos, make her laugh but when it comes to phone calls i find it really hard. Its really annnoying. when i am on the phone to her i am kind of really nervous and speak really quick and stuff but when i see her face to face i m fine.

its really annying now aswell because i wont be seeing her for the next 3 weeks due to holidays. could someone give me some advice.

thanks