Day 2.
I did NC for 3 months. He then texted me. Professing his love. But we met twice. On the second occasion we argued. Be told me he didn't want to be with me ever. I let my emotions get the best of me. I appeared weak and desperate. I ruined my chances. So I think going NC at this point el just help me heal. I'm sure after our big fight he is convinced I'm crazy. I did text him 3 days ago to apologize for how I acted. Be was at fault too. But I only mentioned my involvement in a 4 sentence text. He responded, Ok. And I haven't heard from him since.
Is been 2 days. I'm not happy about the impression I made.