Day 11. Second time round of no contact. Broke it the first time thinking I was strong enough and things wouldn’t effect me ( oh how my ego made me look a fool )
Things are easier. Still have her in my head a lot. Not as much as before. Looking within more now at my own happiness etc
I don’t intend on breaking NC. I only did before as she reached our to me with messages. I expressed my feelings to her that it isn’t fair on either of us and we both need to sort our own heads out. Believe I was blocked or deleted. Anyhow that was 11 days ago. Keeping myself busy. Time is the healer