Crap.
Well, after 13 days of NC, I broke it just a few minutes ago. I swear, it was an accident.
For the past 3 days, I've had the urge to contact him. I've restrained myself from doing so, however. I'd write up texts or emails, then save them to my drafts. I did the same thing earlier today...only, I forgot to exit out of the message completely, and I had another text message come in, went to check it, and hit the "send" button.
I didn't mean to.
Luckily, however, my text wasn't a desperate or needy one. I'm gonna regret having this sent out so bad. Good thing is, I'm pretty sure he will not respond...so I wont feel "disappointed" if I don't get a response from it.
Stupid me. No more saving messages to my drafts!!!