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Aeryn

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  1. I think this is Day 12. It could be 11, but I'm pretty sure it's 12. If I hadn't broke NC that one time, I'd be at Day 26 right now. Oh well. I'm feeling pretty content. I'm feeling his "window of opportunity" slowly but surely closing out. I think, within another 50 days max., that window will be closed. I still hold on to a little bit of hope that he will return, but I know it's highly unlikely. I actually miss him today. But it's because it's Friday--those were always our days to do things together.
  2. Eh. I guess I was wrong about one thing... He just replied back. He probably shouldn't have, seeing as how his response was just, "Ok." Other than that, I know for a fact--100%--that everything else I said is/was true.
  3. I'm glad you hold so much confidence. And I hope you're right...I hope she does regret her decision someday. And I hope you have a very positive outcome in the end--whether it be with her or not. As for him not responding. It's just something I know, deep down. There's no clear-cut reason as to why he will not respond; he just wont. I guess he holds too much pride in himself. He's firmly stated that he does not want me, he does not want a relationship with any woman, he'd rather spend all time with friends and family, etc. I believe every word of it, as hard as it is. Like you, I have confidence too. I'm sure he will eventually regret leaving me; but he will never have the courage to tell me he made a mistake, and he will never have the courage to try and rekindle things--even if he wanted.
  4. Crap. Well, after 13 days of NC, I broke it just a few minutes ago. I swear, it was an accident. For the past 3 days, I've had the urge to contact him. I've restrained myself from doing so, however. I'd write up texts or emails, then save them to my drafts. I did the same thing earlier today...only, I forgot to exit out of the message completely, and I had another text message come in, went to check it, and hit the "send" button. I didn't mean to. Luckily, however, my text wasn't a desperate or needy one. I'm gonna regret having this sent out so bad. Good thing is, I'm pretty sure he will not respond...so I wont feel "disappointed" if I don't get a response from it. Stupid me. No more saving messages to my drafts!!!
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