Uncertainty

[renaissancewoman101]

The uncertainty of life

Brings upon itself a quandry.

A fear,

A tugging, nameless, gut wrenching fear.

 

Fear of the unknown,

where one walks alone into the dark,

walking silently and fearfully,

peering at the light,

a light growing dimmer and dimmer,

a snuffing of the soul,

a snuffing of the heart,

 

My heart yearns,

my heart craves,

 

a light, to chase away the blight,

that haunts my soul,

that haunts my feelings,

 

damning me to walk the halls of darkness,

I yearn for comfort,

a comfort that will not come,

a peace that will not come,

 

a destiny of pain and sorrow,

only to be quenched when I find my heart.

 

Ensconced in all that confusion,

all that convolution of love and hate,

sorrow and pain,

mistrust and fear,

 

the convoluted parts of my soul.

A soul that begs to see the light of day.

 

A light that only I can provide,

for happiness comes from inside,

and from nowhere else.