I must be insulting myself

[emit_remmus]

When people are conversing and they mention height somewhere in the conversation, I tend think they may be talking about me because I'm 5'2. For instance, in a classroom, there were a few girls that I knew, acquantences, and they were sitting a few rows up lateral to me. I heard the words "tall" and "height" a lot among their conversing among the conversing of the class. I cannot explain but I had this awkward weird feeling inside me for some reason. Throughout the lecture I could have sworn one of them kept glancing at me.

 

I know I shouldn't think anything of it or worry what people say about me becaue I cannot change my height unfortunately. Unfortunately, I must learn to live with it. I've put a lot of thought into the reason for my existence through out my short life time, and I think I must make great successes in this world in order to grow tall in a figurative sense. Now my task is to seek out what makes success. I must know how can something be original if everything is a copy of the original?

 

I've thought about it, and many great people do not marry or pass on their genes to future generations. Could it be the same with me?

[Kevin T]

Are you male or female?

[emit_remmus]

Does it really matter? I'm male.

[Kevin T]

Well, for a female 5'2" is not big deal, so I couldn't understand why you'd be posting this, so I had to ask.

[emit_remmus]

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I've thought about that too, but do I really want to put my money on someone that will just use the system to run off just to live in America a year after their arrival? Not really, so I might as well buy the gratification here locally in town, but then gratification is just a product. In a figurative sense, all of us are products that produce and all of us are products that can be consumed in one way or another. It all boils down to value and resource expenses. On the other hand, love is on another level. Some say its biological and others, metaphysical.

[Kevin T]

I think if you'd stop beating yourself up over this, you'd start to feel better about yourself, and be in a better position to attract the girls you want.

 

I know, easier said than done, but I firmly believe it can happen, if you work at it.

[emit_remmus]

Let's be real here. I appear short, so I am short. Working, by being funny and staying in shape, to cover the appearance of my height is a chore. There are days where my thought flows such as in this manner "I am short, so I am sad, so I do not feel like being funny nor going to the gym."

[HurleyBabe6917]

I'm 5' and people always joke about my height. I know they're just messing around, but it really bothers me.

[emit_remmus]

I'm afraid the psychological burden of being other's amusement and criticism will carry on with us until death, and only then, can we be free from our constricting organisms that limit our appearances. We will be known by our height foremost, and I would like to change this if at all possible.

[HurleyBabe6917]

yeah. I wanna get some growth pills. You can't even see me if I'm standing behind someone. Can't see my head, or my body. It's sad. lol

[Dako]

I'm afraid the psychological burden of being other's amusement and criticism will carry on with us until death, and only then, can we be free from our constricting organisms that limit our appearances. We will be known by our height foremost, and I would like to change this if at all possible.

 

I mostly agree, except for the part about height being the foremost trait to be noticed. We all have something that stands out for criticism.

Age, ethnicity, handicaps, baldness, weight, all sorts of things become targets for critics.

[one2many]

I think you need to stop thinking about it so scientifically and logically. Maybe love isn't logical and is being scared away from you by that line of thinking. That scares a lot of people off if it's the first thing they notice about you.

[emit_remmus]

I'm not asking for some loving right now. My mother loves me, but even she wishes I wasn't short. She says that many times, along the lines of mentioning surgically breaking my legs in China to growth pills to just hoping I'll get taller by age 24. Sometimes, I even wish these things because I do not feel like I'm a part of society.