untitled poem

[bluey]

i've been this way for so long

feeling good just feels so strange

i want it to all be different

but

every up comes with a deeper down

such a harsh down

it makes me scared of the ups

of course

i've tried my best me best to get out this palce

everytime i do i find myself back here

i can't see a way out

because

i'm no fighter, i will never be strong

my will is weak and my self esteem is low

i know what got me like this

its

always being knocked back down

one step forward and two steps back

and now i just lack the strength

to

care anymore

to let myself fall for another one of you

but i know i will

because its another one you that can save me

[From_Now_On]

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