Chatted after 2 months of NC

[i miss her 2]

Ugh, got drunk tonight and saw my ex on AIM. I IM'd her and we chatted for about 30 mins. First time I have spoken to her in about 2 months. Been broken up a year now but fooled around a few months ago. She left me for another guy...I know, total doormat I was. She ended the convo tonight and I feel bad for even talking to her. I haven't really met a girl that I felt the same way about as I did with her. I can realize that I will never be with her again and if I ever was it wouldn't be the same but I shouldn't have even talked to her tonight. Basically just chit chatted about what we're up to...not much different than when we broke up except my band is doing pretty well. Ughhhh now I'm in a bad mood!

[Hell_On_Heels]

Don't beat yourself up. You talked. It happens. You can resume NC today.

 

Are you missing her? Feeling bad that you IMed her?

[i miss her 2]

Missing her? Kind of. Just what we had before...don't feel like I have had that kind of connection with anyone else. I'll meet someone and at first think that I do but then I lose interest on the second or third meeting.

[hurt2healthy]

Try to heal first. Then you will be happy giving other prospects a fair chance. For now it sounds like you are not emotionally available.