Why oh why? I need help

[MsDexter]

I don't understand why I feel so numb & miserable over this break up (dumped because of religion) I mean in the long run I know it will be good for me. I never wanted to convert or live around extremists but I'm still like grieving. I mean it's only been 9 days but I'm mad at myself for being upset over it. I know there is no going back with us

[iBroken]

You feel numb and miserable because you are grieving the loss of your relationship. Unfortunately, it takes time.

 

Im almost 3 weeks out of my relationship - my 4th break up. Im angry and hurt. But at times, I feel as you do. It doesnt just stop overnight nor does the pain go away. You just gotta keep plowing through it.

[MsDexter]

Yeah I suppose but it's like I am choosing to be sad or something I am not but part of me is all annoyed that I even care this much I don't even know if I make sense.