A Few Words For Those Who Need It...

[bluen]

It's been 6 months since my break up and as my other posts have suggested, I've been in bad shape. But something happen yesterday morning. I searched for that pain, the pain that reminded me of her, my only link to her in my life and it was just gone. I looked at a few photos to see if anything would happen and it was like another lifetime ago. I am not saying that I am fully healed by any means but I just feel this sudden rush of relief and it's really nice to not care anymore. It's time to rebuild my life and begin my own healing process, I caused enough self damage in that 6 months, NO MORE.

[loulou37]

god i cannot wait till i feel that feeling...im soo tired, i just dont want this crap in my head anymore, its consuming me, controlling my life.