What's it matter?

[Does_it_matter]

I sit here now considering suicide, but still knowing what I've been through is nowhere near as bad as what others have been through. But I've got guilt over...an unannounced trip that I took a while ago...all I want to do is die.

 

I feel that I can't talk to anyone about this, because well, who'd care?

[turnera]

I would. Your mother would.

 

Compare yourself to someone like Jeffrey Daumer. Nothing you have done could be anywhere near deserving the guilt that someone like him deserves to feel.

 

You know what makes up for bad things? Apologies. You'll be amazed at what a difference it can make. For everyone.

 

Call your mom, ok?

[Does_it_matter]

I got found a few days after I took my trip. I was back home within a week. It seems to me that I'm the only one who hasn't quite gotten over it.

[turnera]

What are you talking about?

[Zen X]

If you want to talk feel free to private messge me you will find as I have that the people here at ENA do care and will listen and maybe even understand.

[Zen X]

Do you want to say why you feel so quilty?