PLEASE PLEASE help me

[purple_angel]

iv been seriously thinking about suicide ALOT, i was going to stab myself one night, but my parents walked in the house right once i was about to, i really think i have no place in this world, but i dont know... please help

[avman]

Hello purple angel and welcome to eNotalone,

 

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling really low. Whats going on right now that has you feeling so down and hopeless? There's lots of us here to want to help you.

 

avman

[abcd1234]

You may want to have a read through a post by toggle who is also feeling similar to you:

 

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Nothing is so bad that you can't get through it with help, thats what we are here for.

 

abcd1234

[Archith]

Dear Purple_Angel,

Read what I have posted in reply to Delaurence23's mail.

 

Cheers...

Archith

[suespoons]

It seems that any words I have aren't sufficient to address this. But here is a section of lyrics from Blues Traveler "Just Wait." The song has comforted me more than once.

 

 

If ever you are feeling like you're tired

And all your uphill struggles leave you headed downhill

If you realize your wildest dreams can hurt you

And your appetite for pain has drinken its fill

 

I ask of you a very simple question

Did you think for one minute that you are alone

And is your suffering a privilege you share only

Or did you think that everybody else feels completely at home

 

Take care.

[dictatario]

I very nearly electrocuted myself last Thursday in the bath with my hairdryer, so I know exactly how you feel.

 

Alex xxx

[abcd1234]

I also have a song which may help, it is called Everybody Hurts by R.E.M.

 

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,

When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.

Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

 

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.

When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)

If you feel like letting go, (hold on)

When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

 

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.

Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.

If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

 

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,

When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

 

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,

Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.

And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.

Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)

(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

 

I hope this helps you.

 

abcd1234

[Spirits Away]

Purpleangel,

 

Can i ask you a question? You were about to stab yourself... were you in control at that time? or were you overwhelmed by some form of fear that made you almost pick up the knife and stab yourself and then made sense out of it by saying that you "got no place in this world"?

 

I'm not too late right? plz reply