public betrayal

[comfyshoes]

I heard a little rumour that was going around

And if it was true, i would hang my head in shame.

But there comes a time when YOU need to get your story straight.

Anything to make YOU the victim, right??!

Where did i go wrong with you?

I loved you.

Swore i'd never hurt you.

Thought you'd always have a place in my heart.

Thought i's love you 'til the end of time.

Our relationship has made me a differnt person.

It has left me having learned so much.

You have taught me about my boundaries and what i am willing to take.

I have learned to stand up for myself, but never against you.

We made our mistakes

The two of us couldn't tango.

We had no clue about dancing....

We were always out of rhythm.

But i tried....

I tried dancing lessons, anything to make it work.

We were a lost cause.

So, tell them.

Tell them all how you cowered at my hand

Tell them how i beat you, forced you to stray

That you were only looking for a soft touch when you f***ed around on me.

Tell them how you feared me

How i was some horrible demon.

TELL THEM!!

But you don't tell them how good you had it with me

You don't tell them about the life i tried to provide for you.

They don't know the truth

But what does it really matter??!

They pity YOU.

They feel bad for YOU having to be in such an "abusive" relationship.

THAT is all they know.

But he truth is who hurt whom??

I loved you with all my heart and then some.

If that was abuse then i guess i am royally f***ed for the future.

So tell them...

Tell them what YOU will....

Only YOU and i know the truth.

[Catatonic]

Great piece. I can really feel the emotions.