I left the pub because I saw that while you were talking to me about the respect that has grown in your heart with me, it the back of my mind I can see you are still shagging various women. You want me to believe that while you are oystercatching you are learning how to respect and admire me. How obtuse do you think I am. You hit pause with our friendship and our budding relationship so you could shag any girl who would look your way.
Without concern of how sexy I find you, I have more self worth and I will start handling things in my own way. You don't respect me and I seem to think I don't respect myself because I am allowing you to knock all these other birdies while you work it out of your system. How dumb am I to think so little of myself. Sex, beauty and a connection shouldn't be held over while you sow.