RBF_241

Thank you for replying. I really do want to get back together. it seems though as she is avoiding me today. I felt pretty bad about the whole thing and she knows it. I wanted at least a simple hug, but she refused. I turned sadly away and left. I never thought i would get to this but i feel so alone. I cried on the way back to class. i pulled myself together for the rest of the day. I gave her a ride to school today and i was waiting for her to show up but she called and said she was going with her 2 friends to the store then home. I was crushed. I know she wants to be friends, but i at least expected her to stay in contact with me. Its only been aday but it seems like she is totally throwing me away. I want her back. She meant the world to me. i did everything in my power to make her happy. I made late nite trips to see her, got her medicine when she was sick, got her food when she was hungry. I don't know.... I treated her as best as i could. I want her to know that what i did for her i meant with all my heart, and what i did to her was never intentional. I just thought i was losing her....and in the end i guess i did. What should i do? What should i say to her? I just want another chance...

yesterday my girlfriend and I broke up. we had been together for 7 months. this past weekend she was going with her friends. I didn't mind at all. I had already anticipated i wouldn't see her much, but when she said she wanted to do something i got excited and was ready. i waited for her to call me back, and when she finally did she had done it already. For example she was going to eat with her friend and wanted me to pick her up so we could do something afterwards. i was ready but when she called she had already made it home and was sleeping. basically she planned stuff for us to do, but went back on it everytime. she did it around 6 times this weekend. yesterday i was upset so i didn't say much to her when i finally made a trip to see her at nite. we got into a fight and broke up. for reference we had been fighting about little things for a few months. she wants to be friends now. as of now i'm friends with her but i still want to get her back. I did soo much for her, and as much as i could. i know its only been a day but i miss her soo much. she really grew on me. what should i do? PS. there is a little more but i will add later. i must go.