Why are mornings the hardest part of the day for me? I wake up and the first thing I think of is you and it makes me feel empty, I don't hate you I just feel that you ran away from the relationship when things got hard. Yes we argued a lot but it was just a rough patch and yes we've had rough patches before but we always got through it. I never cheated on you, never abused you and despite what you might think I always supported you, care about you and respected you.
I was talking to some friends last night about everything that happened and they asked me what made me like you in the first place, it was simple your beautiful, smart, funny, great personalty, caring, gentle, loving, sweet and I was just instantly attracted to you the first time i saw you.
They say true love is accepting the person you're with for who they are flaws and all, well I accepted you for who you are and all your flaws you are perfect in my eye but no matter how many times I told you it seemed yo never believed me. You have issues and I know this but I accept that cause everyone does, I still love you cause I look past those issues. I had a moment of clarity last night thinking about if I can fix you or not and i realized I can't fix you the only person that can do that is you. You need to fix yourself you need to solve your problems, but what I can do is be there by your side while you do that so you aren't alone. IDK this might sound self asbored or something but it's going to be really hard for you to find a guy like me who is willing to put up with everything and fright for you and fight to keep you. Most guys would want nothing to do with all that drama but I do as crazy as that is I do. Maybe one day you will realize what you actually had in me even though we argued I still love you to death and that's not changing anytime soon.
IDK how you feel about me anymore you never want to sit down and talk about what went wrong I just wish you would let me talk to you maybe it would open you eyes.