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Well, the problem is that i have cousins, aunts and stuff but they all live in apartments with their own large family, so I don't think they'll be able to support me. The second thing now is that I'm so depressed. I had a dinner with my family just now and all my cousins had their lovers there and I haven't. It's not that I'm desperate for one but I just want someone to be there for me. It seems to me I have noone at all now. Even at the dinners they tease me all the time. I don't think I can take it anymore. After that, they started to talk about my future job. My parents want me to be a lawyer....etc before they can be happy. While they're equally happy with their son passing high school and getting a job. My parents just don't feel what I'm going through. They want me to get good results but they don't lend me a hand. They often have family dinners a day before my exam and when I refuse to go, I'll be called rebelious and ungrateful again. Like tomorrow, I have 2 exams but they still insist on the dinner. What do I have to do? What CAN I do? I want to get out of this misery.... Will runing away help? Or something? Anyway thanks for the previous advises.

I'm not quite sure if I'm in the right forum. Well, here's my problem. Some help please.. I'm a fifteen year old teenager. I have 2 elder brother. My second brother is away, furthering his studies while my elder brother still stays under one roof with me. The thing is that though I'm the only girl and the youngest member of the family, I feel very neglected. Everything my brothers do are correct and whatever I do is always wrong. When my brother turns up the volume of his radio in the morning while I'm sleeping, my parents say it's because I'm not up, it disturbs me. Is it because the guys will carry my father's family name, they get treated better? Everytime I try to talk to my parents, they call me rebellious and ungrateful and we always end with an argument. As expected, my brothers will always add oil to the fire. I don't know why they're jealous of me, when they get so much more? What did I do wrong? Is it wrong for me to complain this? I don't have any bfs and I'm not allowed out of my house alone. I'm 15 for heaven's sake. What can I do to get away from this? I can't move away now, can I? I feel like my eldest brother is threating my existence. At times, he'll come in my room, look me in the eye and tell me, 'I hate you, you know?' and then walk away. I'm just so scared. What can I do to stop this or prevent anything bad from happening to me? As for my dad, he constantly comes to room with the excuse imy room has a wonderful view. Even when I'm bathing, he insists that I open my room door. Same with my brother. I'm a virgin and want to keep it that way for quite a long time. My mother thinks that everyone in my family are complete angels except me. Despite my efforts to please them, I always get put down. What do I do? Am I right to be angry about this? Or am I just being paranoid?Advise please. Thank you in advance.