i am 37 yrs old and cannot relate to anyone and have no empathy with anyone else. i have one day of extreme happiness followed by three or four of depression. i sometimes find myself thinking of ways to kill myself.
also when people talk to me about personal things, i think i want to hurt them so they stop talking to me, although i really find the idea of hurting people abhorrent. i know that this is not normal but would really like to know that there are other people that have these same feelings. i have always had difficulty in making friends and was thereforeeee always singled out as being an oddball.
