Well I suffer from manic depression and It really sucks because I was a happy person , I have a good attitude , very compassionate , somewhat attractive but for the past two years ive been in a deep deep depression . It kind of started when my band broke up who also were my best friends then the girl I was in love with who claimed to love me totally ***ed with me and I just lost all faith in love that I could never be loved and never have friends well after missing out on my freshmen year of highschool due to manic depression Im finally goin to highschool . I chose a school way away from where I used to be since I had a problem facing those people who used to be a big part of my life and it started out alright Ive made alot of aquaintences and made a good friend but heres my dilema . Her name IS tricia and Im completely in love with her we hang out all the time and all my friends say she has to like me , for example we met because in the halls shed always smile and blush at me so i finally approached her anyway things have gone well I did get her phone number and we went to a movie and she doesnt even seem to mind the fact that alot of people think we are going out , its just well shes one of the happiest people in the world I mean shes not fake happy but sincerely happy and its hard for me because I want to be serious with her and tell her how I feel even though im sure she knows but I cant get myself to do it I just want to know what I can do I remind you Im not your regular person I cant just go up to her and ask her out I dont know why but what can I do any help would be appreciated .
