This is a bit of a complicated story, but here it goes:
Back in the tenth grade, I had a huge crush on a girl I knew named Amanda. I could relate to her on a lot of things, and she was really fun to be around. Anyway, I was too shy to ask her out, and she ended up leaving my school.
When she left, I never stopped liking her. I thought about her all the time, and I never had another crush for the whole next school year.
At the end of eleventh grade, I heard some people saying that Amanda would be returning to the school this year (senior year). I was excited, and by this time, more confident.
Well, when the first day of school rolled around, I finally saw her again. She had to be about ten times more attractive than before. She used to be good looking, but that wasn't the reason I liked her. But now, she's very attractive, and she feels out of my league. I've talked to her several times, she's still the same person inside. She still laughs at my crappy attempts at humor, and has hilariously pointless conversations at times (We once discussed the best vegetable to simulate a head exploding in a movie; she said "Gourd", I said "Pumpkin". You'd have to be there I guess)
So I was really pumping myself up to get some balls and ask her out, but then I ran into an obstacle.
This jerk in my class keeps hitting on her and stuff. I've seen him write notes to her saying "From your secret admirer" (yet still giving the note to her in person), things like that, but he only does it because his older brother goes out with her older sister. He seems to think that she's entitled to be with him because of his brother. She doesn't SEEM to like him too much, but I really don't know.
Anyway, the only thing holding me back from asking her out is the fear of being rejected. If she says no, it might compromise the good friendship we have at this point. I enjoy being around her and talking to her, so I'd hate for it to be tainted by awkwardness.
Anyway, does anyone have any advice for me? I'm in a bit of a limbo at the moment, unsure of what to do. Should I casually ask her out? Tell her how I feel? Beat the other guy to a pulp and blame it on Al Quaeda?
This is just one girl I don't want to miss out on, I've never felt like this for anyone else. My stomach flips around every time I even see her. It must mean something if I've liked her like this for so long.