j_nix

since i wrote last my ex-girlfriend decided that we shouldn't talk as much as we have been. she said that her life has been totally crazy since we broke up and everything reminds her of it and shes tired of it. her solution is to not talk with me so maybe things can go smoother. we are best friends and she said that we need to get over the breakup before we can continue being best friends. i wanna be with her but i know that it is not gonna happen anytime soon. please reply and just tell me what you think.

on august 26, my girlfriend and i split up. the reason was because she is a junior in high school and im a freshman in college and we had been dating for 2 years and she doesnt know what its like to be without me. so we broke up(i didnt want this at all) so you will know. her and i are best friends. we love each other more than anything else in the world. we didnt break up because we fell out of love or we argued too much. we broke up just to find out if were it for each other. her and i have been through so much in 2 years. we have been through some really hard times and we were always there for each other. it makes it so much harder because we still love each other so much. right now shes dating somebody else and it just kills me to know that she likes him. it makes me sick to think that they are probably kissing. the thing is though is that we still tell each other that we love each other cuz we still do. she has told me that she still believes in her heart that we will be together for a long time. then somedays i get the impression from her that we will never get back together. i have heard advice from alot of people. they say "if she really does love you then she wouldnt have to date other people to find out." i told her that and she would tell me that she really does love me and that this is just something that she feels in her heart that she has to do. i believe her. i know im only 19 years old. but i come from a good family and i believe in god and i know i want to be with this girl for a long long time. she is everything good in my life. she made me start going to church cuz before i didnt. she makes me wanna be the best human being in the world. i dont want to date other people cuz my heart would not be into it at all. She tells me she loves me and that she still believes that we'll be together forever but i so scared that she wont come back to me. just tell me what you think about this situation.