So yesterday was a very hard day for me mostly of which had nothing to do w/ u I wanted to contact you so bad to make me feel better. But i didnt but u called me to ask about the baby diapers and I couldnt hold mmy sadness in I cried and I asked you soething I was trying my hardest not to ask I asked you were u having sex with some1 else and u wouldnt asnwer I asked like 5 times. All the other times I asked you told me no. I cant blv it. I wonder how long its been going on. I am so sad. I am so confused. but I have to get myself together.