soalone21

I barely ate yesterday bc my feelings was so hurt about what was said to me and now w/ him having sex with someone else...I am so sad.

So yesterday was a very hard day for me mostly of which had nothing to do w/ u I wanted to contact you so bad to make me feel better. But i didnt but u called me to ask about the baby diapers and I couldnt hold mmy sadness in I cried and I asked you soething I was trying my hardest not to ask I asked you were u having sex with some1 else and u wouldnt asnwer I asked like 5 times. All the other times I asked you told me no. I cant blv it. I wonder how long its been going on. I am so sad. I am so confused. but I have to get myself together.

I miss you so much. I love you so much. My heart is totally hurt. I need you I am going through so much I am so use to coming to you when I am going thru things and now I have no one. I have no one to come over and kiss me and mk me feel better. No shoulder to cry on. The only reason you even act like u care about me is bc of ur son. I am so hurt I use to be the one you was totally into you would never let me leave thru all the bs you put me thru and now after 4 years you let me while I was preg. We havent had sex in 9 months tomorrow and you still telling me that you not having sex with no one but I know that is a lie. I love my son. I do but i just wish I was not connected to you for the rest of my life this is a lesson learned that no matter what I will not care about someone else well being more than I care about my own. I miss u. I really need someone right now.