My bf/fiancé has huge collection on porno's and everything else in-between. He doesn't hang out at strip clubs, but we both work in the 'entertainment' industry of designing flyers and working with music artists -so dealing with pictures of slutty b*tches around the house is a part of every day life. I love him, but I don't hate the environment we live in. He knows how much it bothers me - but I don't think he cares enough to change any of it. To him I'm just insecure and he says I just need to get over it.
Now to top it off, he's starting to promote a rap group that glorifies rape and degrading women etc. etc. It's not your average rap group,,,, and to top if off, he wants me to help him. While I sit a booth watching over his stuff and he takes pictures/video of the band and girls gone wild.
I can't take it anymore. It sucks because I love him so much and I don't want to give up on us because of my insecurities,,,, but at the same time I feel like there's a lack of respect. - and he says it's me who doesn't respect him.
What should I do??? Is it all me???
I feel like I should either jump the boat or stay on this bumpy ride.
And were suppose to get married next year.
Does anyone have any advice?
