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The Girl In My Dreams

There's a woman out there

with a heart of gold,

her eyes are as bright as the sunrise.

I will give her my heart

I'll give her my soul.

She will get the love she deserves

and will get treated like a queen.

She will be in my thoughts and be in my dreams.

I will protect her and comfort her when her tears fall.

She'll be my angel,

my heaven.

My everything.

In a dream I see a girl

who's beautiful, with beautiful ink.

She captures my heart and captures my soul.

She's sweet as can be,

she's amazing in every way.

Her smile makes me smile,

her laugh makes me laugh.

When i look into her eyes I see the heavens.

she's my dream girl

aww thank you guys

Thats nice, now you can go from that and make it into how your making your life so much better.

 

I dunno, I hope so

that's a touching poem musicguy

 

here's a hug from me to you

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awww..thanks

I look at the cuts on my wrists and see,

the pain,

rejection

being hurt constantly.

The emotional abuse,

and same lines I hear,

I feel so ugly

it's perfectly clear.

My heart's been broken,

torn,

ripped out and shattered.

but who really cares.

I walk in the shadows

I cower in fear,

but no one understands

the pain that I feel,

the pain that's so real.

My cuts tell a story,

but as you can see,

the cuts on my wrists

are just a part of me.

Musicguy © Dec.2008

I thought that you loved me,

betrayed like the rest of them,

my heart is bleeding,

my soul is dying.

lied to,

and played with,

games are for children.

Gave you everything you need,

sacrificed things just to be with you.

your kiss was poison,

your touch was deadly.

these cuts on my wrists

are reminders of you,

see my scars,

look inside

cuz my heart's scarred too.

it hurts more each time.

in burns deep inside,

it killed me when you lied.

lost all trust in you.

I take the knife and slit my wrist

and watch the blood flow down my arm.

I feel this emptiness inside

wash away my sorrow.

Gone today and gone tomorrow.

Gone forever.

Drowning from a broken heart

sifting through the ashes

of who I used to be.

and now I'm a ghost haunting you.

Gone today,

gone tomorrow,

gone....

forever.

You ended us with a kiss,

the poison,

the kiss of death.

leaving nothing but dust and ashes.

We've faded away in the darkness,

our love vanished,

the lonely path in front of us.

Your face seen in the distance as you look back at me

with tears in your eyes.

A trail of broken hearts and broken dreams drop behind you.

all is gone in the blink of an eye.

Musicguy ©Sept. 2008

you're welcome

I feel you underneath my skin

It's taken me years to find out who you really are,

the lies,

the hurt,

thinking that you were real

all the time you were just fake.

Seeing other guys behind my back,

telling me you love me to my face,

taking guys back to your place,

you're arms wrapped around me

when you come home.

Your body's cold,

your lips are poison

your love is a lie.

Time to let you go.

Musicguy © July/2008

You're the missing piece of my puzzle,

the other half of my heart,

you're the one,

you're the one

I wanna be with.

you're the voice inside my head,

nothing else matters to me but you.

when I'm with you

I feel so safe

that nothing bad will happen

because of you I wake each day

with a smile that stretches for miles.

you're my queen and I am your king

in the kingdom we call love

Musicguy©Jun 2008

thank you

Baby, I see the heaven in your eyes,

right where we are

just you and me.

In my arms

you feel safe and warm.

Your kiss is forever,

your love is eternal.

Every time I see you smile

my heart skips a beat,

I feel the rush of your love

when you touch me.

You are my one and only

the love of my life.

Musicguy ©Jun.2008

I'm picking up the pieces of this broken heart,

the trail of tears behind me,

questions running through my head,

"it's not you, it's me"

that burns in my mind

like a match on dry timber.

I feel weak, empty and lost

without you,

but as I drag my knees on the ground

I try to pick myself up and stand strong.

I am powerful,

I am not gonna let this take me down.

I am better than this.

I will not fall

Musicguy ©Jun.2008

I do have songs written...a lot of them

You taught me how to throw a ball,

we went outside to do bird calls,

and used to watch the deer next to the house.

You saw me struggle at birth,

my brush with death as a premmie baby,

my life hanging in the balance.

I ran into things,

I ate from the floor,

my face was a mess,

my hand barely reaching the door.

But as I grew older

we drifted apart.

You were always working,

and were sort of there.

Then my world fell around me

when you and mom split,

and my brother left too.

I thought everything was my fault.

Throughout those years,

even though you live 10 minutes away

we were still not that close.

So here I am now,

writing this here to you.

Trying to get back what we had in the past,

a love that will always last.

We have had our differences,

our fights,

but I still love you dad

and that will never change.

Musicguy© June-2008

Guy, are these songs?

 

I'd love to hear some of your music sometime if you have some of it up online.

 

Keep going. Your stuff is such a pleasure.

these aren't songs, just random topics I think about.

Why is love so hard?

Does it have to hurt so much?

Your lips against mine,

feeling the tranquility of your touch.

Leaving a trail, so scarred and shattered,

only waiting for someone to help me pick up

the pieces.

There's this empty feeling, left inside,

self-inflicting,

Can someone wipe my tears and take the pain away?

I want to feel your arms around me,

taking me into your utopia.

If only my heart could talk, this is what it would say.

So many intimate moments,

tangled in a web of various emotions,

yet it still remains inside me

to go through the rollercoaster it calls love.

Musicguy © June/2008

I want to hold you in my arms forever

and kiss your lips so sweet,

to look into your eyes is heaven

you make my life complete.

I touch your face so soft like a porcelain doll,

to kiss your lips is enchanting,

being with you is the most amazing thing ever,

seeing you everyday is worth living each day.

Through the ups and downs, we are there for each other

side by side,

knowing that I love you is the best thing in the world.

Musicguy©April 2008

Here I sit so broken hearted,

picking up the pieces,

slicing my hand on each shattered glass,

wounded,

this emptiness surrounds me,

your kiss is poison,

your soul, a blackened sky before the storm.

Wrapped around this heart is barbed wire,

wrapped around my head is a noose,

the heart that loved you once,

now sheds tears,

sees your lies,

and wonders why

you treated me like you did.

My heart wrapped with barb wire

not letting anyone in

until someone breaks the barb wire that holds

this broken heart.

Musicguy© Mar. 2008

good choices by two good bands

No one sees my pain inside,

behind the tears,

beneath the scars,

I'm crying out, but no one hears me,

I'm screaming, but no one cares.

I could bleed it all out, but no one's there.

my blackened heart

shattered and torn,

scattered accross the ground.

No one cares,

no one's listening.

Deep within my soul I'm dying,

but no one seems to care.

Musicguy© Mar. 17th, 2008

Your lips feel like a pillow against mine,

we embrace,

feeling the warmth of our bodes,

eyes closed,

the flames ignite from our heart and soul.

Your kiss erupts the volcano within me,

exploding with a passion never felt before.

Your touch sends a lighting bolt throughout my body,

like that of a static electricity ball,

shooting every direction, from head to toe.

The kiss that lasts forever in my mind,

the passion and sensuality of it.

A simple kiss from you.

Musicguy© Mar. 2008

Thank you everyone =]