I've done so well to let you go. You have reached out to me on occasion but i know you know now that im getting on with my life and im happy.
I'm getting on with my life and i am truly happy right now.
You're going away tomorrow with your mum. on the holiday we booked together that we were meant to be going on together. I hurt slightly when i know we cant share that experience with each other but i know in the future we will get a chance to make some more memories together, whether thats together in love or just as friend i uncertain yet but that doesnt matter to me right now. My ex before you and i get on brillantly now. Infact im sure if we started seeing each other more again, we could see if the sparks there so i know we will be in that position one day. But to get there with her took time as it will with you, time apart, enjoying our separate lives for a while.
The only feeling i get when i think of you is a slightly anxiety. I'm curious to see where things go when we see one another again in the near future.
I wish you luck on your placement but im sorry you've taken a most definate backseat in my life now, you're back there with the others and you will only step forward if i choose to let you back in. Speak soon.