Yesterday was the worst day in my life, and you can guess why...
Well, anyway. I met this girl 6 months ago, fell in love with her the first day, but I didn't want to say that to her because I didn't think she like me because she was way more interested in my friends and made out with one of my closest friends.
But then, maybe two months ago, I heard and noticed she likes me so I was really happy. A month ago we got together and it was really good. Her family is really nice and they (I think) did also like me. Two weeks ago her school started (boarding school). She was really happy and enjoyed it because she hated her parents, so that way she could stay away from them.
She told me she had fun and they used to watch movies and such at the boys room. Two days ago, Tuesday, I visited her at the school but I noticed something was wrong. She didn't even bother to look at me, usually she gives me alot of kisses and such but nothing of that now!
I was there for about 5 hours or something like that, and all she did at that time was drawing, and if we spoke, it was if I asked something or if I started a conversation. She said that she'd only 3 hours of sleep cause they watched movies again with the other guys, and it was because of that she was so weird. But I was pretty sure it was something else...
So yesterday, she was coming to my town with her friends for shopping and half an hour before she would arrive with the bus she send me an SMS and says she can't be together with me anymore because she doesn't love me as much as she used to. At that moment I just wanted to dissappear, fade away, die...etc. Well I met her and she couldn't explain why she didn't love me anymore but she wanted to see me and be friends.
But I can't understand how she could just turn around her feelings like that, when I met her last Sunday everything still seemed perfect. She said also that she didn't want to wait telling me it cause then it would have just gotten worse. Did she tell me the truth or did she met someone new? Maybe another reason? Did she love me at all? The relationship lasted only a month and you probably think it's like nothing.
This is so weird for me and the relationship was really good, we never argued or something like that, maybe it had been easier to break up if we had been arguing and such but it was nothing like that. It was perfect all the way to the end...
Is there a way to make her love me or is just over forever, what do you think? Anyway, I'm gonna met my friend (the guy she made out with btw) and get drunk. I hope I'll get over her...
I would appreciate if some of my questions gets answered...thanks.