Nar2805

thanx reborn, you have some very strong words... but I have tried that, i cried to her and pleaded her to just understand, and she wouldnt hear of it. and anyman or woman knows when a guy cries to a girl about her heart thats damn nearly unconditional.. she still claims she couldnt trust my word. whats there to do, I would die for her, most ppl say no girl is worth a life, but god gave me my heart to love her. I teared up writing this and the last, and if she were watching me i doubt she would unhide feelings for me... I think i have to move on, not a molecule in my existence wants me to but.. I really don't know what to do..

you people are great thanks for the advice, ill stick around the forums it already makes me feel better

Hey peoples, ive been reading a little bit on your site and you do wonders on helping people out so i would like to give it a try... Im a senior in high school this year, last year my junior year started off lame but then i got to know a girl that i always had a physical crush on. And like an angel she was her personality was nearly perfect. We dated around six - seven months. Thats it, and I was hooked, I had fallen in love for the first time and seems like it will be the last. What happened was we started fighting alot cos i wanted to spend more time w/ her before she left to college (she was a senior). Then after a fight one day she said she was done with me, I thot she was just mad so the next day she invited me to a local fair w/ her friends and she was still tryin to hold hands and what not and it was unconfortable cus i knew we wernt dating. Not but a day later she claims she fell back in love with an old boyfriend I always feared and asked her reassurance about all the time. She was over me in2 days. its almost been 2 months now and I still cry constantly when I think of her, and I took her name out of my phone, and hid everything that reminds me of her, but I still dream litteraly everynight, and I cant hide from that, I tried hanging out with new girls and old friends, but she changed my life so much for better that I seriously need help from anyone @ this point. Im sure this is nothing compared to most ppl, but I need help on what to do... we still get along now. But we rarely ever talk. mostly cos I nearly cry everytime even on the net. I dont understand how I could have feelings like this for someone and just let them go tho. Please help me out ppl, please!