I dont know what my purpose is
i dont know why im here
i dont know why im scared of you,
biggest of my fears.
I dont know why you treat me
just the way you do
i just know all my feelings
deep inside are true.
I dont know why you act
like you really dont care
cause when its just you and i
you have so much love to share.
I dont know why i try so hard
i dont know why i care
i dont know why i chase you,
when i know you wont be there.
I dont know why you express yourself
in the ways that you do
but i know somewhere deep behind your lies;
is a little bit of truth.
i thought i understood you
i thought i knew why
i thought i figured you out
truth, and the lies
its not about me anymore
its all about you
i know your whole life story
but do you know what ive been through
ive through hell & back
and ive tried to make you see
all the things you do notice
and the things you do to me.
i dont know what else to say,
and theres no much more i can do
because in the end i'll still be me
and you, will still be you.
theres confidence in your smile
but fear in your eyes
theres love in your touch
and false hope in your lies.
I just want to run away;
just to hide
cause im tired of the dark,
forcing belief when you lied.
Im tired of being left behind
and wondering why
cause if you can keep the truth behind closed doors;
then why cant i ?
Im tired of trusting
and being proved wrong
its my turn now
its been far to long.
If you wanna play that game
then i can play too,
its all the same;
nothing new.
so i'll sit back and let you have your fun
but i hope you know it will never be done.,
it will never be over,
it will never be through,
im sorry baby i thought you knew
cause when the sky falls down
and the stars shine through
it still wont be over, i'll still love you.
just thought i would share these with everyone here.
i wrote them, but never really showed them to anyone.
you dont have to comment on them, just read & enjoy.