pumpkinmoon

 

Anyways, it's been 5 days on my 4th try in 5 months. Hello to you all.

Hello to you too Just try to stick with it, you will get there, im on day 28 now and I think if I can do it anyone can x

Day 17

 

I'm so hungover today. Apart from that, I'm much the same as ever. I've not got any urges to contact my ex. So that's something. That said, I am still thinking of her constantly but I doubt she is so there's no point worrying about it is there?

I'm hungover too lol horrible!

 

Hey, its day 28 or 29 for me....I completely identify with this. I feel really disconnected from him now...as if I dont really know him anymore. Its kinda sad really. Its been nearly 40 days since I heard his voice in total,but I know that what we are all doing here is for the best...x

Hi, glad someone feels the same. It's not a very nice feeling is it? I really feel I have no idea who he is anymore and then I think back to the good times when I thought I knew him. I'm kinda trying to resist these kinda feelings which is silly if they are part of the healing process and are helping me but I feel I don't want to forget him and I don't want to feel disconnected from him, I just want him back the way he was

absolutely hammered. Its day 28 i think?

been out aand I'm screwed, not literally of course lol

Day 27.

Feeling odd today. I woke up feeling quite detached from the situatuation. It feels like I'm forgetting things about him and he is starting to seem like more of a stranger to me everyday.

early hours of day 27... havent felt too bad but cried a lot today which has somehow made me feel a little better. Glad you are feeling good too hfc65

Day 26 and feeling ok. It's weird because every day I wake up I immediately think to myself 'its really over.' Not sure if this is part of the healing process or what.

Day 21, 9 days to go before I break the NC-period!

 

My first NC lasted for 11 days, but it was just because I went for skiing, and was out drinking the day after she broke with me.

 

You're definitely breaking it after 30?

Day 25

 

Feeling blue

pissed off at the world

 

don;t know why

hope you're not feeling too bad. If there is anything you need to talk about then you can x

It's the early hours of day 26. Not sure what I feel really, all I know is that I need to get to 30. Then I think I will be able to better decide what to do. I have felt like contacting him today but I haven't not sure whether its the 30 day rule that makes it seem so wrong or what Don't think NC is working for me though so I think im gonna do LC soon

Just discovered I'm a silver member, not sure if I should be proud or embarrassed

what about the other shoe?

If you do respond I'll hit you with my shoe

Day 25, 5 more days to go

Not feeling to bad today. Hope all of you are doing ok

Only a few minutes until my longest period of NC yet. Woo! Go me.

New York, New York!

I think I'll take this challenge too.

Good luck to you, it's hard but mush more possible that you believe at first

Thanks, but you know what happens when I do hypnotherapy!

 

"Start spreading the news...."

 

..."I'm leaving today"

Anyway, Its day 24, felt great this morning and now not too good, Its all just a big steaming pile of poo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mustang,

There is a Paul Mckenna (here I go ahain lol) which helps you go to sleep. Have a look for it, if not tell me and I'll look for it for you. I might get it too

bronte,

Don't worry about him getting mad when he doesn't hear from you. That's his problem and it's nothing compared to what you have had to deal with.

Muhahaha, Well I'm half way through my second one now, I put them out half way through see. But I must be making progress. A few days ago I would have been half way through a pack of 20 by this time

And now... I'm having a cigarette!

Day 22,

Not feeling too bad today. Listened to my quit smoking thing last night and it seems to have helped even though it was a bit scary with voices coming from everwhere, not sure if I fell asleep or not but then as soon as he (Paul Mckenna) started to say wake up, I did. lol hmmmmmmmmm.

Shoefairy...you are one late night girl!! LOL

Oh yeah, there is no day and night anymore, just minutes and hours

well done Musashi, I'm only 1 day ahead of you

 

Sorry just realised. Im not one day ahead I'm 9 behind lol silly me