happy0405

I'm new to this but in a very similar situation. Right before Thanksgiving my husband of 1 1/2 years announces that things are just not right for us. He has blamed everything from his kids not liking me to not trusting me. I made a huge mistake and lied about money....know that this could end the relationship. I think I am learning to accept that he will never come back and we will never work it out, but it hurts horribly. We are still living in the same house, his son and my daugther. Yet I am not supposed to be upset, cry or be angry about anything. I blame myslef for all the mess and am deeply depressed. Everyday it gets harder and harder and he seems to have just flipped a switch and everything is over. He sits around with his brother discussing future plans like I'm not even here. It really hurts, on one hand he tells me that loves me and my daughter (for the longest time he has told her that she is his baby and she has not relationship with her bio-father) now everything is about to end. I move out at the end of this month and am trying to figure out how to start over. I don't think I have ever been this low. Any advice or help would be appreciated.