salem89

Yeah I really don't think you were that into these boys, you may have thought you were or really wanted to be and tried to convince yourself that you were but if you didn't get urges to take him down when you first see him sometimes then you definitely weren't attracted, they might have been attractive but you weren't attracted haha. My first kiss was with my best guy friend (yeah I know, BIG mistake) we liked eachother and there was definitely something in that kiss, not sure if it was the excitement of the first kiss or a real connection. That never worked out though, ugh. I've liked a guy for about 6 years now and the first time we kissed....woooo boy...yep it was...yep... Anyways the guy I was seeing recently was an amazing kisser and had great qualities but since I compared him to the 6 year guy he never really 'did it' for me, and a friend of mine who I hooked up with and thought I was attracted to when it came down to the kiss, zip, nada, neinte, so that was the end of that. Honestly a kiss says alot about how you really feel about someone, you can lie to yourself but the kiss will always tell the truth. Once you find that one person that you can't stop thinking about or daydreaming about, probably the preson that successfully turns you on, all your problems will disappear, though it might be some time from now once you get there it'll be well worth it, haha, good luck!