heartbroken32377

I feel awful for you and you definitely love your wife. If you did not seriously love her you would not hurt like you do. I am in a similar situation right now and I hurt so bad I don't know what to do. My friends - the few that I can actually tell my situation too - tell me not to worry, who cares everyone gets divorced. My problem is that somehow, someway I know that my wife is my soul mate. When I met her she lived 3,000 miles away and we found each other. Don't kill yourself man, that is never the answer because than you have to think of the heart ache you cause others. Believe me the thought has crossed my mind many times in the last few days. Try smoking some weed, that has helped me a bit. Good luck.