confuseddood

Yeh thanks dood, but I am just worried that it will totally risk our friendship if I ask her. hmm i still and so unsure... she is sush an amazingly cool chick... I don't want to loose her as a friend, but I kinda wish we were together, because I would have so much fun with her...

hmm I don't know where to begin... So your gonna have to bare with me. I am so confused at the moment. Currentlty my girlfired of 2 years and I are having a "break" from one another. Basically I love her, but I am confused about my feelings. Last weekend, I went away with a mate of mine. During the weekend I got to catch up with a very good friend of mine (a girl), we went out, and just hung out like friends do all night, had a great time. This girl, i have been friends with for about 5 years, however we have hardly ever seen each other in person because we live so far apart, and my actual girlfriend (whom i am having a break from) won't let me be friends with her. Anyhow, This friend of mine, is an amazing girl. She makes me laugh, and I have so much fun with her. The think I am confused about my feelings now. Don't get me wrong, I am in love with my Girlfriend, but this other friend of mine, She is so awesome! I really think I like her alot. I need some advice on what to do here. I think about this chick friend of mine alot. However I don't know if I should tell her how I am feeling, because I know she is not looking for a BF currently, and she IS NOT the kind of girl that really wants to be in a relationship. But I can't stop thinking about her. I feel like I want to be with her. We talk on the phone every night, and we email each other all day while we are at work... *sigh* Any advice I can get from you guys on this would be apreciated. I am so confused. This chick friend of mine, she has always been there for me, and when she is sad, I just want to hold her (she has had a terrorible life) and tell her everything is gonna be okay. She is nothing like my current girlfriend of 2 years... Arrr the more I think about it the more I get confused. Please help!