i dated this guy for nearly a year, and i know that's not long. but its my fault it ended so soon, i was a huge jerk to him half the time and never even realized it until near the end when amends couldnt be made. when we met everything clicked and we were perfect, and soon fell in love. looking back at everything i know he loved me so much. the problem was that we were both so immature and not ready for such a serious relationship. i broke up with him over somehing stupid, then many months later he broke up with me, then shortly we got back together, broke up again for good a couple months later though. i and the people who knew him immediately noticed drastic changes in his character, he became, arrogant, did stupid things, immature, and was soon dating other people. he once told me he was over me when he really wasnt (as i later discovered). he'd get angry at me over the stupidest things too, a while later he told my friend that he was over me and said it was ok if she told me. And i knkow i should just let it go, but i have a strong feeling that hes either fooling himself or me. Ive had this feeling before and am not often wrong, just intuition. we never talk, even though i see him every day. i have grown so much as a person though, and he doesnt know, but im sure that if he did know who i really am he would want to come back. and another thing, my friend who regularly talks to him has the tendency to lie and twist words to get what she wants. great friend, i knkow. can such a strong love just disappear like that?? maybe he just shut away the part of him that loves me. because even after all this time, hes still arrogant and immature, where he used to be sweet and dependable when we were together.
