Here's my story.
Im a divorcee for about a year. After my divorce, me and several other partners decide to start a business together. One of my partners, also a divorcee was in relationship with his girlfriend. His relationship with his gf was very rocky and theyre always fighting.
I was never close to this partner but late last year, his gf went for a vacation overseas with her family. And he started hanging out in the office more often. Our relationship was basically platonic and we used to do a lot of things together without any physical contact. We normally hang with each other. We started out as friends and very good friends. I dont believe men and woman can be friends but we bared a lot of things to each other.
One day, things got very intimate and we revealed to each other that we liked each other. Because we were friends, it was easier. We beging to spend more time with each other.. I assumed that his gf and him were breaking up.
And he knows my position about two timing people...
And suddenly, after she returned from her vacation, she reveals to him that she's pregnant for a few months. And suddenly, things went topsy turvy.
Of course, i had to let go. I was devastated and i had fallen in love with him.
They aborted even though the baby had a heartbeat and ect.
After the abortion, he told me that he had to go back to her because he felt bad about her. But he still hang out with me and many times intimate.
3 weeks after the abortion, more painful things were happening for me to witness. Additionally the GF is a daughter of some powerful politician and one of her father's friend ( another politician) wanted to grant our company a half a million project.
Even though it was good for our company, since our company is very small, he decided to bring in the project into our company. Of course teh money was good, but the project was from her.
I confronted him and said it was really wreckless of him to rub more salt on my wound. For the company's sake, i told him we had to stop seeing each other because i really had to regain my self confidence again and just heal. I may sound so undevastated but im very very devastated... So i asked him to not see him for 2 weeks as i reckon that's enough to allow me to cure myself of him..
All he said, was he was sorry. And now all of the sudden, the GF started hanging out at the office.
And guess what.. They won the project.
Im so heartbroken. The company is my life and he just had to stomp on my heart by bring her in..
Worst, i cant tell my other partners about my short term affair with this guy.. So, im withdrawing myself from activities.
Honestly, i dont think i can work with him anymore. But i have to.. Im so angry at myself for letting myself fall into his trap.. Eventhough he says, he never meant to play me, if he never intended to break up with his GF, why the hell did he start of with me in teh first place.
This is the worst punishment that can happen to me...
I dont know what to do. I didnt go to the office for 3 days. I dont know how to face this... And im all talked out.
What should i do?
