Raptorette

Well I should have been more specific. Sexual intercourse with penetration....not oral, but you get the jist

Well. I'm not sure how to explain all of this. Something is bugging me that really shouldn't. My boyfriend doesn't want to have sex. He tells me he wants to wait so it can be special. My problem is....I'm the first girlfriend he hasn't had sex with within the first week or two. My insecurities are telling me that he's probably off doing things behind my back with another girl. Why this bugs me, well, I'm sure, but I don't know what to think of it. Am I over reacting? Another thing is how he wants me to give him a bj all the time, yet he won't do anything for me in return, which is another reason as to why I think somethings up. What do you guys think??