MIdwayff

I aith wha you are saying but its not the mone issue I lied to her that is why she left me but I do everything for her now I am her best friend again she tod me that but she says she does not know what is right that maybe she has to date some people to see if me and her are right i dont get it I do everythingfor her likewe are togethe and i get in the door and she slams it in my face when I show hey love she pulls back when i act like I dont care she cmes closer what is this all abut I would love for som one to tell me I mean this was no just some little thing we where talking about getting married and kids and eveything if she said she could not trust me ok but to tell me se still loves me and to call me crying with her problms and she want me to bethere foher all the time but we re not together I dont get ita friend is one thing but when she calls and says she is so lonley and how bad it is for her trying to raise her son then i said lookI am there and I get right now we are just friends its just a sucky situatio i would wait fo ever to get here back she know that and that is the problem i think well thanks for the responese

Well This is a long one sorry I started to date this girl about 2 years ago she is the love of my life infact I can not see myself with anyone else I guess that is the problem about 6 month ago we broke up and it was all my fault to make a long story short I was not makeing the money I sould of been and she wantd to go out and stuff so I put off our bills and we went out (not very good with money) so when the bills came I didnt want to look like a losser and that I could notgive her what she wanted so I lied said I paed the bills well it all snowed balled and then she found out I was lieing to herabout the bills she said that how could she trust me and she ended it we stilltalked tryed the friends thing for a little I could not do it it was to hard I still loved her and he did me I found out but then she started talking to one of my friends and he put the moves on her they where seeing each other for like 2 weeks then that was it so abut 2 month ago she called me and we had lunch it as great then we started talking ad at a bar the one night when we went out as friends we ended up making out we are best friends again talk everyday and see each other almost everyday but its not the same I love her I need her I tell her that and she says that she cant right now she does not know what she wants or needs she says she loves me but she is not in love with me she stays at my house some weekened when we go out (as friends) I hold her and stuff but she tells m often how she is so alone with out a boyfriend I say what about me thenshe reminds me right now we are just friends she says that no one wants her she does have a lot going on in her life with her ex husband he is being a real butt head to her she has to deal with him because of her son who I love like he was mine and she knows that I do everything for her but she just wont see me more than a friends right now and I dont know why I want and need more she is my one but it seems like all I do is cry yes cry all the time I dont know what to say please some one drop me a line or some thing I hurt s bad