Hello, this is my first post, this is great. Well, im almost in the same case, but its slightly different. They (gf and friend) used to be kinda close, but now theyve grown apart a bit. The friend, who i totally love has a boyfriend, about 3 years with him. Also, this girl had some "activity" with my gf's brother, i mean, she cheated on his boyfriend. I said her (the friend) that i loved her, and my gf kinda knows it, but she doesnt know how serious is. My gf's friend sees me every now and then without telling my gf, we talk on the phone for hours and she doesnt tell my gf. Is this a good sign?( I have to say, she usually lies to people). She (friend) said that she wanted someone to be in love with her, and she said to me that "oficially" i shouldnt love her, but i know shes pleased with the situation. I know she lies to me also, sometimes she avoids me but i think its because my gf could discover us. (Nothing has ever happened between us) I think shes like an egomaniac, but i dont care a lot. I know we couldnt be together, it would be impossible, but i just want to have something with her, kiss her, make her happy in any way.
The bad thing is that we were kinda getting close when my gf's brother re-appeared on scene. (shes crazy about him) and that really disappointed me, we were near something i think. My theory is that as he reappeared, her ego is high again, she feels desired , and she prefers him .
Honestly i dont think that my gf would be too important for her in case of having something with me, she tells me it would be, but i dont believe it. She wouldnt be talking with me behind my gf if she cared that much.
I know this post is really messy, but i hope you get the idea and could help me about what to do.
Thanks!
