Do you know have you ever try to make a look for the life you, if you had done you will see that the life is like the gambling game either you make drop and it win or you lose everything in the life.
That what is happening to me from the moment I have born I was having some health problem that I cant live without the medicine after that I was bad treated from the teacher in the school that my family was traveling for a lot of places that had made me change a lot of school and new culture that is hard to begin study from the beginning.
When I join the university it was so nice in the first year but after that it was miserable a lot of enemy and a lot of study and little friend cause I was fat and as the people say stupid so I decide to become thin and loose some weight that may make me better that my was 150KG after the diet I had done I become 70KG so some how my life change and in the last year of the university I had meet some guys that had told me that they are friends but the things that was looking for from me is to fool me and to steel money from me and to make you more laugh I never had a girl friend in the university.
After that I had graduate as engineer and go to the work life find a job that was bad that I had look to become better but there was a lot of people who don’t want that and in my time in the work I had barn my face and hand but I am now ok nothing you can see from it after the surgery I had and cut my finger with three time car accident and one time in the jail because of a girl that had said that I had steal here and the end they discovered that she is layer and just they told me sorry without saying the money that I had lost in that time.
So I had decide to change my work so I join a company on Saudi Arabia to work with them after I had join them they take a project in the desert so they move me there with labors with no other people that at least smell good and I shall remain here to three years.
So isn’t my life is wonderful and must be end you tell me until now I hadn’t ever have girl friend and no such good friend and no good work and and and a lot so these days I am thinking to die and finish my life what do you think you tell me
Please tell me what shall I do and my e-mail is removed[/i]
