I tried to commit suicide 2 years ago, but here I am. Now I don't want to die anymore, but I can't really enjoy life. I feel all kind of things which just won't leave me alone. For example, when something good happens to be I can't be happy for a long while, because I keep thinking what something bad will happen. I don't understand. If I had a great day and everything went well, why do I feel so depressed at night, thinking of what could happen.