whitesox10978

Well here i am, at a ripe young age of 17 and I've found myself in a whirlpool of drama and emotions. Last spring my girlfriend cheated on me with another guy, and i was with her for 2 years before that. She always seemed to have little things with other guys, and i tried to stay away from little "things" with other girls for her sake, she's a very jelious type of person. You could say that she walked all over me for a while, but not as severe as you probably think. She lied to me and that hurt, and it didn't phase her at all. We broke up and haven't gotten back together sense. Even though i tell her i dont wanna be with her she still comes back and i've found myself to break once again. I dont think i'll ever be able to trust her as much as i did, she's changed i believe but i dont know what to do, i dont think everything will be the same if we got back together, i dont get how people can just cheat on a person after saying they love them. I have no clue what to do. Any suggestions? Thanks.

Drink alot of beer, it takes me 4 beers if i chug them, but im a lightweight. I absolutely hate hard liquer. it's just personal choice.

smoking weed makes me very relaxed, and if it's some bomb weed then it's a very deep high, like a generally happy feeling. drinking makes me loose and feel very happy too, it just makes me have a good time wherever i'm at. I myself prefer to drink, but if you combine the two it makes for a very wonderful night