sandyv

Dumb question I guess, the blind leading the blind, lol..... (hey I'm still not smiling).....

Kitten2180

Hey gurl, how are ya doing? Just like you said I can't get moving. .... soooo sad and depressed, i'm working on it.. but having a hard time with it too....

I've turned to stone

What did I do to deserve this sometimes I really wonder...

Why is love so unkind?

I haven't ever hurt anyone, so WHY ME?

Sorry just venting, thnx Kitten, but where do we go from here?

the best of: Hey girlfriend, I do feel your pain, last night I had to restrain myself from going to my ex's and losing it on him.

But its not worth it, and I feel stronger today from NOT doing it.....

Stunned: I work full time for the Ontario Government, sole income, my son is currently trying to find work.

I have a medical condition (Lupus) and have trouble completing a workday never mind much more than that. But I am going to look for things I can do to keep busy, cause I find myself staring into space, getting so sad, crying alot, generally just hurting myself... I wanna feel better......

Bless you Stunned, you are a great person, you ex has lost more than she can ever know......

Plus you are helping people, that must feel good!

Yes Stunned wish we could have a virtual holiday.... I'm basically alone with my teenage son and no family at all...

Aww but you are strong... good for you... I'm a basket case.. sad all the time, but trying to carry on

Aww gurl, your pain is my pain, been there, doing that, god how can we feel so much alike????? I'm so heartbroken with the way my bf or ex bf has devasted me..... I loved him... to the moon, to the stars, to infinity, but that won't work anyway....

Its horrible, when you think about it... how could he just not love me anymore? How could he do that? I'll never understand it Cingar... love is heartbreak, no doubt about it

Aww Cingar, yeah we have much in common, how do we forget,??? God seems like the sadness will never end doesn't it...?

I have lots of mutual friends with the ex, and I keep hearing stuff that I don't wanna know, he misses me.... but he left me like roadkill on the side of the road to die..... can't ever forgive him..... but I'm sooo empty inside.....

Nuff about me, hope you are ok, lets keep talking, we gotta get our SH*T together right?

Sandy

You got that right!!!

Yep Desert and to finish that line in the song "Only the Good Die Young"

awww

Hell yeah, lets blame it all on the beer, for instance: He made me nuts so I had to drink 12 beer, all his fault..... lol

Yes, that is good stuff, Heneiken as well is very nice!! You obviously have good taste in beer, (maybe not girls) only kidding, my taste in guys sucks big time.....

I'd Rather Laugh with the Sinners, than cry with the Saints!

Well Canadian is good, but I also like Lucky Lager, maybe even better... how bout you?

Yeah German beer is ok, but I'm a biazed kinda girl i suppose lol

Jeez I sound like Don Cherry, don't I?

Hey you mean the cat or me?

Hey Desert: YES, don't cha love Canadian beer? Maybe not? I love beer, can't drink anything stronger, but ya gotta love good old canadian beer rite?

Deserted 1: Yes they are hosers BIG TIME...... lol

DesertNomad: Yeah the betrayal is very hard to take, I dream of the hurt EVERY and I mean every night, and wake up sad, angry etc...... its just horrendous.... wanna to stop feelings like that....

Yeah whatever it takes,, we just gotta do it, don't we? and you bet, we will.... because we aren't wussies!!!!!!

Hey nothing but a little flirting here, jeez maybe I am getting closer to being myself eh? Yes I'm Canadian eh?

Hey DesertNomad, your'e right on about that, got you and Deserted1 confused, sorry about that guys....... but however having said that, you are BOTH sweet

You got that right Deserted! Yeah we gotta see their crazyness, and live our own as well I suppose....?

Thnx Deserted1, you are soo sweet, you deserve some happiness, I know you'll find it....

Yeah I laugh too, but I feel kinda crazy when I do..... but ya know whatever gets us through the night... all right, all right, (compliments of John Lennon).....

Dear Lizzie, Deserted1, & of course Nomad:

Aww misery must love company... I can relate to you all, and Lizzie I see you understand how I would rather be alone, cause your feeling the same..... god I still love him to hell, and its killing me, I dream of him every f***king night, and no, I can want no one else... only him...

I hear songs on the radio, the ones that came around when he and I were still together, and I cry......