Hi were to start.
I am 22 and my partner is 20. Ok me and my fiancee were together for about 3 years we have one child together and a house. Weve been through a lot losing one of our children because she was premature and was a twin to our daughter who is 1.
Things were going great at the start of the relationship as they usually do but once she was pregnant a lot of stree crept in and I became angry at times because i was scared and i was 18 at the time. My family didnt really support me they only shouted and told me to tell my partner to abort the children and we were going to but something inside us said no. The children were born 24weeks, they were really premature and had to be placed in incubators and kept alive by machines. After ups and downs and 5 weeks passed one of our daughters bled into her brain causing brain damage and a lot of her organs began to fail so we were given the option of carrying on with her in pain or slowly decrease the support. And we agreed to stop tending to her but it broke my heart watching her pass away like that and I never felt the same again. Few weeks later my other daughter bled in her brain but it wasnt as bad but she has to have part of her bowl removed. I wont go into anymore details but shes fine and healthy now.
Well the past few weeks my partner has gotten a new job, I get up with the baby and look after her in the day then go to work so im always tired and pretty grumpy latley. I noticed she had been off with me for couple of weeks then I find a letter and secret txt messages that she has a crush on some guy at work. So i got really angry and threatened to kill him but she insisted nothing was going on. She then told me she hasnt loved me for some time because of my anger. But I still love her so much and after 4 days of debating and agreeing to carry on and maybe make it work she told me again that its not going to work.
I cant stop crying i feel like a weak man lol I have changed this past week for the better not being as angry and listening more to her but she thinks its an act. I really want her back.
