islandguy4u

I work as a customer care representatvie for a firm. I can tell you privately but dont want anyone who knows me stumbling on this info. Yeah the money is ok better than what i got before (i worked in a fine dining restaurant). But now i'm not sure where i want to live. I have this friend in the UK (we were online dating for a while sometime aback) who i asked if i could move in and said yes. But he is still a stranger to me. I have never seen him face to face. I dont know. I'm hoping that some way opens for me, you know? Today i had a huge argument with my father. He told me to back up my things and leave and have been telling me that for quite a while. I'm searching desperately to see if i can find an affordable appartment. But its hard. I swear to god i wanted to just give up. Cuz i cried alot about it and knowing that i have no *close* friends to go to really hurts. I feel i'm all alone in this world and today i just wanted it to end

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Thanx for all your replies, i really honestly appreciate them. Just to answer a few of your questions. His myspace is not really being used, it shows the last time he was on April the 16 and thats the same day he signed up. So it could be that the email he used to sign up, he doesnt really use anymore. (at least thats what i'm hoping, i dont wanna think he not responding on purpose) so he doesnt have a pic on there or anything, but i know for sure its him. I'm not really sure how do i approach him, how to talk to him, u know (keep in mind that he's a gangster type) and he does look like the type thats interested in girls. But when he sits next to me, its not like i'm the last options, there are always empty seats. SO that has me wondering. So i would like to know how y'all would tackle talking to him. And i dont want him to like both sexes, i do, but i'm more leaning towards guys. He sounds like he's interested in girls, but maybe hes just frontin (i'm hoping so) And you're right, i dont reallly know him all that well to be true i dont know him at all. I just think that he is soooooooooo fine and good looking, another thing he smells good (old spice) and thats a real turn on for me, i dont like guys who sweat or smell of sweat, i like clean cut sharp good looking fine guys. Guys with a sense of style, who could co-ordinate their outfits and who thinks that they're all that, someone similar to me, thats what i like. heres my myspace hompage, if you like get to know a bit more about me: link removed Awaiting your replies..............................

Alright, i understand where you coming from. Right now he's on vacation but if anything happens i'll keep you posted.

But the thing is, when he sits next to me, immediatley his knees meet mine and doesnt move till he gets off the bus, and you could feel the heat coming from our bodies. Maybe its just me wanting that to happen, i dunno, and about the sixth sense thing. I have a real knack for that but it doesnt work on people i'm in (love/Lust) with.

Ok heres the story, i work at a hotel and theres a guy i'm totally head over heels in (love/lust) with. He is hott, cute, fine and everything in between. I think about him constantly. We have a staff bus which passes around to pick up staff, and i always look out for him. In the day he seems not to notice me, but at night, i normally sit alone and he comes to sit right next to me. (This has happened over 5 times) We have never spoken, and he barely seems to recognize me. I would have talked to him but he is kinda like the gangster type, you know? i know he likes girls but what i wanna know is if he likes me. Right now he's on vacation for 2 weeks and i'm missing him sooooo bad, just looking at him, his sexy lips body and everything sends me in a frenzy. YOu might call me a stalker, believe it or not i tried searching for him all over the interent, i got successful on myspace. but he hasnt replied. Can you give me some advice?