I have a boyfriend who is from another country. he is nice. we've seen each other already. since it LDR, at first, everything was so fine like we talk on the phone,email each other, send text messages. known him for 3 months and yes, everything was so fast between us but it's ok for me bec. we're both attracted to each other.
first 2 months were great! but lately, i feel like i'm the one doing the work. i call, i email and i text most of the time. when i send text messages, it will take him 30 minutes to reply and just answer my question/s. when asking him he's answers are always the same as in nothing new is happening in his life. i think i'm getting bored.
i've cheated once and i don't know what to do? i slept with this guy who i was involved before. i won't say we were 'exclusive' before. i already liked this guy before i knew my bf. i haven't seen this guy for half year. when i see him i didn't have any intentions to cheat on my bf. he knows i have a bf. and before i see him, he said 'he likes me'. even before but can't be together bec. of work and he can't settle down. he said he has changed. he is a friend so i went to see him and the 'attraction' is still there. so ended up sleeping with him.
what should i do? i feel guilty for doing such a thing like this. i'm having doubt too about my bf sleeping with other girls since he's changed. but don't have any proof yet since i'm so far away from him. anyone had this experience or know a story similar to mine? can you give me advices?
