My boyfriend of two years broke up with a couple days ago with no explanation...just that I used him and expected too much out of him. He left a big gap in my heart and soul and I dont know if I will ever love again...its like I am ok during work and school but once night nears all the memories come flooding back...oh it just hurts so bad...I packed up all the things that remind me of him and sent them to his house..About two days before he broke my heart we talked on the phone and he told me how much he loved me and missed me and two days later he says he doesnt feel like our relationship is going anywhere...he made so many promises that he broke...everytime I get too close to someone they go and break my heart...my heart just cant take it anymore..i miss him so so much..i dont get it I only tried to love him the best way I knew how. He was my best friend and my love for life...he kept me strong...now I feel all alone...I dont have many friends so right now I am just focusing on work...I did everything I could for him...I gave him money to pay off things, I showered him with gifts and I gave him all of my heart and my soul and most of all all of my love...he meant everything to me...yes i surrounded my life around him but only because i loved being with him...i just wanna find a life partner who will love me and never leave me and never break my heart...we were so happy, he always said he was soo happy, everytime I think about our happy times I breakdown...it hurts that he seems to not even care and it is not hurting him...I dont wanna be his friend I just wanna move on but how can I when it hurts so bad...someone please help me I am hurting so bad
