I think I've got myself into the worst possible type of relationship. I'm 24, he's 64. I'm single, he's married (4th marraige). He's my boss. I love my job (besides having to deal with my boss's son who works t the same company and suspcts I'm having an affair with his dad). I got to know my boss because I work a lot of overtime as does he. We'd spend some time chatting after work and sometimes we'd go for dinner. It was always innocent, always flirtatious. Then we went on a work trip and spent 5 hours alone in the car together. During the trip I felt charged. The conference was full of older, successful, powerful men, and being the only young woman around, they all wanted to talk to me and sit next to me. But I felt 100% loyal to my boss. By night to we were sleeping together and it was the best night of my life. I wanted to stay in bed with him forever. He said he'd love to spend every night with me. He kept saying how lucky he is. I think he's gorgeous and funny and he makes me feel really looked after. When we got home from the trip he left on another business trip and is still away. He phones me a few times a day. We tell each other that we miss each other. He wants to take me away so that we can spend time together, but says he has to have an excuse to be away. He's too old for me to want to spend the rest of my life with. What I want is to be able to manage my jealousy of his wife and the fact that we can't spend much time together, and to carry on with my life, and enjoy him when I can. Does anybody think this is possible or am I mad?